JENNA JABBAR
Journey to Eternal Goodness
I descended from an eternal place
From goodness and wine
Now the sun hits my face
Burns off all marks of my previously privileged life
The breeze that carries scornful sand
Enters my system to cough up the remaining aroma of the wine
Thirst, like a samurai, fights the canal that welcomed pleasant fruits
This desert plants its mark on my soul
My naked body
I do not mind it, at first
Since clothes were never introduced in the place of eternal happiness
But others around me
Like myself, trying to endure the wrath of the environment
Use their arms to cover up the parts sacred of the human body
I do the same
I attempt to conceal myself
Yet, that does not work as my arms do not contain everything
They are less significant than to cover up what shall be covered
As I attempt to drag my legs into the abyss
An elderly lady wearing a ragged brown dress looking oddly familiar
Looks at me with pity
An intricately innocent smile is drawn upon her exhausted face
“Dear, why don't you go to that store?
“You might find something suitable for your smooth, delicate body.
“Do so before the sand storm marks your destiny.”
A beige building with fur on its side
A bland poster with glitter to beautify it
Typical rectangular windows with odd figures painted diligently on it
Figures like demons, saints, prophets, angels
And struggling peasants
Peasants who, oddly enough, look closely like the body covering folk
Folk like myself
The place smelled of musk and coal
My legs are dragged to the store as if a will from its own
Well, how nice
A thrift store
I sigh thankfully as I find an opportunity to cover up my bared soul
Rummaging through the clothes
Desiring cloth that would conceal my secrets
Not sure if it matters if the cloth is ill fitting
Or ripped
Or hideous
Or inappropriate
Why shall it matter at the moment?
I can change cloth along the deserted route, right?
I take sight of the first rack of clothing
A pair of blue jeans, fluttery pink wings, a green shirt, a devious red cap with demon horns
I am dazed by this rack
As I wander and feel the worn out clothes, a glowy figure comes to sight
I would love to describe him, yet I forgot what he looked like the moment I left the store
We conversed, though, and it is still engraved in my brain
The figure shines themselves
A mysterious energy surrounds the store
An energy too powerful to describe
It seemed as if a force pushed me to the ground
Unable to stand tall
Only able to kneel down
To—what seems to be—The Mighty
The Mighty, that is what I will call them, looks at me pitifully
“Why you worry yourself so, to cloth yourself?” The Mighty asks
“Well mysterious spirit, The Mighty, my body is uncovered.
“It is shameful, I assume, to have this much revealed.” I protest
The Mighty laughs and concludes, “Child, the cloth picks the slave,
Or does it?
“That mystery, Child, your people will take years to figure out and answer.
“You would never understand what I shall say, what I rule by.
“Do not concern yourself too much. Everything will unravel.”
The Mighty sways away with much grace and greatness
As soon as The Mighty leaves, my legs drag my confused body
I am directed to a pair of blue jeans with flowery patches
Directed to a sunny, yellow shirt
Both seem appropriate for the burning weather
As I journey to the cash register, The Mighty reappears
“Child, you shall not pay now.
Consider it a debt that shall be paid off when the time calls you to.”
I make my trip to the exit, more confused than ever
More people are voyaging, yet nobody seems to know where to go
The tired faces and ached bodies want a refuge
No matter how far they have to go
I do the same
As the broken folk progress in their trip,
The weather decides to change its morals
From smoldering sand
To frigid frost
Although I was once delighted with my cloth,
I cannot stand it
I used to ridicule the coat-wearing folk
Now I envy them
My bodily system begs me to take the coat of one of the paupers
I do not do that, though
For a reason I cannot quite tell
The weather gets angrier at us
But luckily, we reach a slope where everybody settles
Or at least I thought
Most people in the bowl seem familiar
As if I know them
As if everything they feel, I have felt along my journey
I turn my head ever so slightly to see people residing in a deeper slope
Another bowl containing absurd creatures with wings
Creatures so ginormous to the point where it felt like they won’t fill in the bowl
But they did
The bowl, as much as it swallowed, grew larger and larger
More vicious than ever
Growing poisonous plants and muddy drinking water
This is the moment where people are penalized
For how they treated each other during the deserted expedition
This, I figured, is the beginning of my eternal journey
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