“Growing Season” Post #18: Four Poems by Diane M. Laboda

DIANE M. LABODA

Strawberry Gardens Forever


Playing in the garden with John Lennon
is a psychedelic dream of the later 1960s—
“Let me take you down” where living is easy
and nothing is real, as long as you close your eyes.

It’s not much different today—
we’re out in our gardens, we’re taken away
by the music we pipe into our ears, we’re
attending to the political rhetoric and Cyclospora
symptoms and numbers, and sometimes
we just have to close our eyes to the world,
because nothing seems real.

Nothing seems real. We’ve never been here
before and we’re winging it. Scientists
and doctors speak truth to us, as do “pillow” guys
and medicine women who conjure alternate/crazy
theories. It’s enough to write a Sci-fi novel.

I myself believe only in the garden, the
Strawberry garden where nature speaks in ever
reliable cycles—tomatoes grow to plumpness,
bean stalks grow tall and gravid. All creatures
live in harmony there without conventions
or banners or straw poles.

Rainstorms are always welcome.

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Listen

It’s spring and we all sprung forward
while listening for bluebirds’ twitter,
peepers’ peeps and skunk cabbage
yawning and stretching skyward.

I listen for the sound of rain drumming
on the roof instead of the insidious
softness of snow’s whisper.

I listen to the wind carrying winter
away and dropping it on emperor penguins
and unsuspecting Argentinians.

I listen for the whisper of the woods
saying we are one, you are one—
one and one make harmony.

I listen for crocuses to croak,
daffodils to laugh and tulips
to whistle their tune.

I try to be quiet and listen for the sound
of grass screwing up its courage to leap
out of the ground and become a meadow.

I listen for the brook to gain strength
and tumble instead of babble along
like a babe in the woods.

I listen for soft voices of the spirits of the woods,
telling stories about vernal ponds, salamander dances,
meadow mash-ups and bursting buds.

I listen to my heartbeat to make sure I’m still
viable, upright and mobile—all I can muster
until the sun charges my photocells and puts
a glint in my eyes again.

I listen for anything that will override
the chaos in my head, calm my nerves
and soothe the beast that overtakes my soul.

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Raindrops

Listen, open your ears. Don’t run, don’t run away.
The footfalls you hear are raindrops that patter
among the pebbles, light of foot, blending
air and earth, running away.

The damp smell started minutes ago
foretelling this shower. Now the rumble signals
the faraway thunderhead—persistent,
powerful, but nothing to fear.

The ground around you has turned into
a shallow pond with raindrops rippling
and pocking the surface. In places it flows,
not away, but into the woods.

Every branch, every leaf is pelted into
bobbing around comically to this forest
percussion. They dance a slow jig, unafraid.
unselfconscious. They dance.

Light comes in dim patches, punctuated
by flashes of sheet lightning—just enough
to silhouette every tree, every bush, every
structure of man, your eyes.

It is then I let the patter take me into
meditative joy, that I am here on my log
and you are dancing in the shadows, showing me
you’re strong and nimble and watching over me too.

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Time is a Garden

I look forward to planting a garden,
opening the earth and nurturing
the smallest seed into a verdant plant,
one that bears fruit, that will one day
be my lunch, sustain me.

At first the going is slow, growth takes
time, effort, water, love. As with all
youth, I think there’s all the time
in the world for this growth to happen.
And so it goes for days and days,

One day I’ll notice that plants seem to
have spurted up overnight. They’re now
mature, flowering, talking among themselves.
And I’m no longer in their conversation.
I’m no longer the growth master.

At that point, time seems to speed up,
just as it does for adults of a certain age,
a certain ripeness. Next thing I know
blossoms have turned to fruit. The fruit becomes
the color of age and wants harvesting.

As the sun beats down, as clouds gather
and rain, as I grow past bearing age,
as my garden matures and fruits time slows
again. I feel like the tasty green beans, just
past prime, past my best taste and color.

I’m ready, brave enough to be plowed under,
feed the earth, no longer needing more time.

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“Growing Season” Post #17: “Echinacea Says” by Jamie Berlin

JAMIE BERLIN

Echinacea Says--

Echinacea says,
Lift your face dear one,
Keep facing your horizon,
      Keep facing the sky,
           Keep facing what nourishes you.

I grow
strong stem,
heart-shaped leaves,
ever upward
to the sun.
Glorify me.

I pop
spikes,
pollen cells;
bees—belles—
precious, perch
on orange spots,
plunder dark crevasses,
into the heart
from where
my future
passes.

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“Growing Season” Post #16: “all heart” by Dave Goodrich

DAVE GOODRICH

all heart

after practice
my little league coach
called my dad and me over.

he said,

if Dave had as much talent
as he has heart,
he’d be one of my best players.

i think

it was supposed
to be a compliment.

my dad stood there.

i stood there,

trying to understand
how i had just been praised
and cut from the team
in the same sentence.

the strange thing is,
he was right.

i have never been
the smartest,

the best performer,

or the person
everyone watches
and says,

there goes
a remarkable man.

except maybe in music.

music is the one place
where my heart and talent
occasionally agreed
to play for the same team.

but whenever something matters,
i give it everything.

i run toward it
like a ground ball
i have no business fielding.

sometimes i miss.

sometimes it rolls
right between my legs.

sometimes i throw
my whole heart
past the cutoff man.

i care too much.

i speak too soon.

i hold on
long after sensible people
have gone home.

but i keep showing up.

it turns out

heart cannot make you
one of the best players.

it can only keep you
coming back to practice,

chasing what gets past you,

and believing
the next one
might stay in your glove.

i have built
most of my life
that way.

not always talented.

not often remarkable.

but standing there,

ready again,

with all my heart.

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“Growing Season” Post #15: “Time to Grow” by Mary Oches

MARY OCHES

Time to Grow


I’ve never gardened or studied botany,
but seeds amaze me. Even the tiniest
seed has within it all it needs to grow
once it has water, warmth, air, and dirt.
Then the magic begins, and plants emerge:
a root pushes down, and a shoot reaches up.

And what about that single word, image,
feeling, or thought – that seed of poetry?
It too has all it needs awaiting the artistry
of imagination and emotional intensity.
Then the magic begins, and poems emerge:
a root pushes down, and a shoot reaches up.

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“Growing Season” Post #14: “rags to riches” by Allison Vitale

ALLISON VITALE

rags to riches

leaving Indiana, where every
conversation involved a mention of
how much things cost, but we never really
and truly talked about the cost of things.

god forbid I should hurt, offend, or balk
so I land at midlife before I can
spend time to consider and see how I
can’t afford the price of all that small talk.

now I’ll get down to it, work this off yet,
since I’m aware and determined to spare
my own children from this familial debt.

I pay attention and keep doors open
nothing they can say or ask: too absurd.
I won’t settle for less than knowing them,
and I will treasure their every word.


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“Growing Season” Post #13: “Springtime Eternal” by Sennen Querijero

SENNEN QUERIJERO

Springtime Eternal


She sat in the garden and strawberries grew
Through the rain and storms, the faint morning dew
When the moon set at dawn, when the sunlight turned blue
She sang his every song, and the birds whistled too
The kegs filled with fruit in a berry wine brew
While the challengers rose and recruited a crew
Then all fell down quick, their own men staged a coup
Throughout wars that he fought and the secrets she knew
Vines slowly crawled up on her brown leather shoe
Flowers sprouted around in a party she threw
Her stubbornness something he couldn't undo
As hundreds of springs turned to thousands and flew
She sat in the garden and strawberries grew

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“Growing Season” Post #12: “naive & sentimental sonnet #21” by Tom Zimmerman

TOM ZIMMERMAN

naive & sentimental sonnet #21


scenario of which i’ve never dreamt
can’t think of one i want to write about
so many misrememberings unkempt
in artificial light that shadows doubt

the summer clouds have darkened all the pines
the sky can’t get up off the ground / i steal
this from another poet borrowed lines
more beautiful & real than how i feel

oh yes i’d love to be immortal only
if i didn’t know i were / i need
the thought of death to keep the fire hot

however there’s the psyche’s deep blue lonely
ocean dreams desires left to feed
upon themselves the children they begot

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“Growing Season” Post #11: “My sandcastle” by Allison Vitale

ALLISON VITALE

My sandcastle

The sand reflects the harshest rays we’ll feel
all day, which means I’m the happiest and
everyone else is gathered under
the umbrella I knew we had to bring
since nobody likes the feeling of sun-
screen in this ridiculous family.
I watch them, huddled, sweaty, distracted,
securely behind the tide line for now.
Before my feet venture from dry sand to
the cold waters of Lake Superior,
I steal another glance back- unable
to hear any of their steady chatter-
yet translating all the gratitude I
feel--then--warmly rising and giving me
the impetus to run in like a child.

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“Growing Season” Post #10: “The Sound of Dying Data Centers” by Tessia Knollmeyer

TESSIA KNOLLMEYER

The Sound of Dying Data Centers

Tone. Tone. Whir. Tone.
Whir. Whir. Tone. Tone.


With a hum it heats up
perpetually to be cooled
sending the rushing rivers
to pool in the sky instead

Tone. Tone. Whir. Tone.
Whir. Whir. Tone. Tone.


Drinking energy—
an alcoholic indulging
leaving nothing but the murk,
the mud, and the muck behind

Tone. Tone. Whir. Tone.
Whir. Whir. Tone. Tone.


Hello! I am your AI assistant
.
one more child croaks thirsty
Here is an image of you as God,
is there anything else I can help with?


Only dirty water is left
the mom will not let her child drink
crying still she can’t give in
even for a moment of sleep

Tone. Tone. Whir. Tone.
Whir. Whir. Tone. Tone.


Putrid greed seeps from the concrete
standing tall, squashing protests with dollar bills
The monstrosity is insatiable
drinking from the Earth and returning poison

100 pounds of concrete
mixed with one pound of sugar
will not set properly—
or at all

Tone. Tone. — Tone.
Whir. Tone. Whir. —


Thought-stealing wires
spit back placeholders
Greeting [exclamation] noun verb
adjective conjunction noun [punctation]


Tone. Tone. — Tone.
Whir. Tone. Beep. —

Jumbling code—
binary isn’t thinking
it is vacuous—
stealing thoughts with no return

Beep. Beep. Beep.

Once we all run out of water,
maybe the data centers will dry up

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“Growing Season” Post #9: “His Favorite Granddaughter” by Ayla Campbell

AYLA CAMPBELL

His Favorite Granddaughter

It feels like just yesterday
we were splashing around
waiting to have dinner on the pool deck

It feels like just last week
he pulled me onto his lap
the roar of the engines
and the smell of the gas exciting me
watching the dirtbikes go around and around
a huge grin on my face

It feels like just last month
I was sitting in his lap
as he taught me how to drive,
first the tractor,
then his truck

It feels like just last summer
he and my uncle
were grabbing my arms and my legs
and throwing me into the pool

It feels like just a few years ago
he was putting me in an easter basket
after my grandma told him expressly not to

But it's not like that
it hasn’t been

In
A
Long
Time

A few years ago
we were struggling,
moving him into a home

Last summer
we were going to visit him,
scared that he wouldn’t remember us
each time we walked through the door

Last month
we were sitting by his bedside
as he laid there unmoving

Last week
we were going through pictures
for his funeral

And yesterday…

Yesterday
we were at his funeral
remembering him
and all of the
joy
and laughter
and life
and love
that we shared

Today
all I have is
memories of the moments
we have had together

These memories are what I will treasure
forever

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